The Thing About Aidilfitri

it won’t be too long, Muslims are about to celebrate one of the most widely celebrated festivity in Islamic calender.

before the holy month comes to an end, the timing couldn’t be right to retrospect the past 3 weeks of what have we achieved so far, as we all are well informed,  the purpose of fasting is not merely abstaining oneself from eating and drinking from dusk till dawn. there is more to observe than just that .

i would not be pretentious about this but i am not proud towards myself that i may have not fully take advantage of this promising month. sigh.

the good thing is, it’s never too late to reap blessings of Ramadhan, another week to go.

time shall not wait for us.

soon enough, Aidilfitri follow suit.

the anticipation to have Raya feast served on the table in the morning of it excites me.

i just , am lost seeking personal reasons to justify Aidilfitri. It is now become an overrated , bland , full with nosy makciks prying on your personal life , i can tell you by heart the houses i’m going to visit on Aidilfitri, just a repetition of last year, and the previous years.

seriously ? i just wish i am able to neglect all those .

i can only wonder when the misery deadline is, to come back home and sit tight in front of the tv watching hopeless local movies having a bowl of soto to myself.

it’s just that, i do not fancy socialising anymore, i mean within the family in particular. mingling with them creates uncomfortable atmosphere .

it does not caught me by surprise. at this age? they expect a boyfriend, a marriage , when all u really want is to eat up the abundant sumptuous meal on the table.

bet all of you too suffer like i do.

the merriment and joyous of raya, i cannot attempt faking a happy face no more

God help me this time, and again .

 

regards

 

dwq

hey hey

I’m on my day off from Ramadhan

The rest of you Muslim friends be patient til Maghrib azan yeah?

I really have nothing much , to say to be honest I almost lost the passion to write although I have a great deal of interesting topics i’d be more than happy to write about, but given the time i have to spend in front of the laptop really bothers me because i rarely do so lately.

That , plus the absence of internet connection within the 4 walls of myhome , going elsewhere for the sake of free wifi in fact most of the time , updating this blog has always been on the very bottom of priority since it acquires aplenty of time and a lot of dedication or commitment to deliver a readable besides having it to be pleasurable to be read by all of the readers.

*there’s quite a number of times im using the word ‘read’ here it seems*

so u see, it’s rather a challenging task to update a new post, what more to write new posts everyday.

anyway, giving empty promises are not wise and i believe not many will buy my excuses this time around :0

 

ouch i gotta run , allow me?

i gotta check on my facebook account :p

 

cheers ladies

 

dwq